ready4change

That’s the only reason I can come up with as it pertains to me not logging into to buddyslim.  If I avoid logging in, I can continue to wallow in my own self pitty about not eating right or exercising enough.  But I have to come back here.  I have to get my body back.

The good news is I’m am the happiest person emotionally that I have been in a really long time.  Mr Wonderful that I mentioned back in January is the most amazing person I’ve ever met.  I often think about something that Nancy wrote about and that is how when she met Rod he fell in love her with her…all of her!   And that is how John is.  I can totally relate to that story.

The bad news is, John isn’t overweight, has a fast-metabolism and is full of energy (actually thats not BAD for him, it’s bad for me!)  So what does he like to do?  Eat out.  It’s been so great getting to know him while spending long lunches or dinners together drinking glasses of wine.  Unfortunately, I have gained weight instead of losing it.

But I’m back.  I’ve got to get my health and body into as good of condition as my mental state is right now.  I want to be here for a long time to enjoy the new love of my life, my kids and his kids!  Wish me luck and help keep me accountable!